i have been away from the blogger world for quite some time now! no,it wasnt anywriters' block neither was it the fact that i was totally ground in work.. i just didnt have any inclination to write.. not that anyone was asking me about it, i am still saying it cuz i wanna say it... these past days have been weird, full of ups and downs.. sometimes too much to do, sometimes nth at all!!! sometimes its a full show and sometimes kinda lonely.. thats life summed up but on my part, it was just a summary of these last few days.. over this past time, there are certain things about myself and people around me that i have realised.. i realised how little allthose people i thought knew me, actually know me.. i also realised how difficult it is for me to tlak about myself. i realised it is easy to be lonely even wen u have loads of people around you...
along with these realisations, there were questions that i came up with.. actually questions came up to me.. and now, i cant get them outta my head.
* is it too much to expect someone to understand things you cant say?
*is it too bad a thing to be not able to say things u wanna say???
*is it okay to be lonely even though you have world's most wonderful friends?
*is it alright to be sad for things u have no clue about, reasons you dont know and things you cant explain?
*is it alright to not wanna meet people, people who love youand you know it?
*is it okay to worry about someone else's share of life??
*is it okay to laugh on outside wen your heart iis crying from within??
*is it okay to wanna run away from eth, shut your self in a room and never wanna come out of it?
*is it okay to still love someone you had wanted to let go off ages ago??
God, this list is endless...... as u people must have known by now, this is not a happy post. i dont know people, it just isnt..and yeah, sth is definitely bugging me, i just dont know wat is it!!! and no, it isnt a heart ache post about how i am still not over someone.... that might be a component but thats definitely not the whole thing...
just dont know..
all i can think of right now is the famous lines..
har kisi ko mukammal jahan nahi milta,
kisi ko zameen kisi ko asmaan nahi milta...
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8 cheers:
cheer up yaar...its diwali time...noone should be sad this time of the year!!!
cheer up madam....dey say its diwali!!!
never xpect someone 2 understand ur feelins...and if he is a guy...forget it..we r way 2 dumb...tell him bluntly!!
dont be sad fr things unknown...dere r plenty oder to be sad abt...
and if u cant hav someone...den try to let da love go..dunt be do cruel on urself!!!
well da oder questions i cant answer coz...dey r my questions 2!!
Ok to expect. hurts most times anyways.
No it isnt. Happens with the best of us.
Actually it isnt. Ask yourself who/what is that place that your friends are still not able to fill. And then ask yourself is place actually worth it?
Yes it is. But its not ok to continue being sad when theres nothing you cant do about it.
Yes it is. Everyone needs timeout sometimes. But then again, count yourself very lucky to actually have people who love you, and its definitely a bad thing to leave them waiting for too long.
Yes again its ok. But then your life and your happiness whould always come first, have to be selfish sometimes, take it from a been-there-done-that me, learnt it the hard way. :)
We all do that every once in a while... but "dontfall into the endless trap of pretending that everything is fine when you know it isnt.."
Okay to run. Okay to shut d door. Not okay to never want to comeout. Have to come. & HAVE to be stronger.
Yes it is. But then sooner or later you have to let go truly. N its ok not to rush urself fr that day... it will come. trust me again. :)
all tht said n done, cheer up girl... its diwali, its time to be happy & be grateful for all that u DO have... :)
Cheers n hugs,
Annie.
@BE,
yeah, u r right yaaar. i must cheer up.. i just chose a wrong time to stew my despair!!!! well the god thing is a hell lot of work+too many sweets = blissfully happy!!!!!!
@BF,
sometimes u cant help but expect sth from someone!!! curse of heart!!!! but yeah, i know its just not worth the effort to expect a guy to understand..it sbest to be blunt!!!!
i guess, rest of my ques are common with a lot of ppl.. come aboard, dude!!!!
btw, happy diwali!!!!! hope u had a great time!
@annie,
thanks a lot for all the answers yaaarr. maybe thats wat i needed.. answers so clearly in fron of me... u know, it feels good to think situations that felt so complicated a minute ago are so simple to look at!!!! thanks a tonne!!
hugs (big bear ones)
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and happy diwali!!!! :)
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Just be ok?! Its the best time of the year, I'd hate to see anyone sad.. sochna n all, festival ke baad kar lena :P
Hugss,
Annie. :)
hmmm guess most of us have been thru this phase...cheer up indeed... times can be tough and tougher...how yu tackle matters the most..nothing can beat a silent prayer and lighten yur mood!! tak care!
* is it too much to expect someone to understand things you cant say?
Expecting anything is the starting point of pain :)
*is it too bad a thing to be not able to say things u wanna say???
Yes it is. But at times certain things are better left unsaid :)
*is it okay to be lonely even though you have world's most wonderful friends?
yes, it gives you an opportunity to explore a wonderful person. you.
*is it alright to be sad for things u have no clue about, reasons you dont know and things you cant explain?
No.I would rather ask lord to take it from me, and i would be happy self again.
*is it alright to not wanna meet people, people who love youand you know it?
No ways. :)
*is it okay to worry about someone else's share of life??
I do :)
*is it okay to laugh on outside wen your heart iis crying from within??
This question is incorrect :D
*is it okay to wanna run away from eth, shut your self in a room and never wanna come out of it?
Only for few hours :D
*is it okay to still love someone you had wanted to let go off ages ago??
depends if he/she is still available :D
@annie,
yeah.. good thing i gave up my worries in the festive time.. had a wonderful diwali!!!! how about u????
@Hary,
i totally agree yaar!! nothing beats a silent prayer!! i hope you had a great time on Diwali.. :)
@ani_aset,
welcome to my little blog!!! good answers!! :D feels nice to have them marked out so clearly in front of you.. u know, makes me feel, oh god, the solutions were so simple and how come i did not see them all this time!! :P
P.S. if that person was available, the chances are few that ques to let him go would arise!!!
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