i have been away from the blogger world for quite some time now! no,it wasnt anywriters' block neither was it the fact that i was totally ground in work.. i just didnt have any inclination to write.. not that anyone was asking me about it, i am still saying it cuz i wanna say it... these past days have been weird, full of ups and downs.. sometimes too much to do, sometimes nth at all!!! sometimes its a full show and sometimes kinda lonely.. thats life summed up but on my part, it was just a summary of these last few days.. over this past time, there are certain things about myself and people around me that i have realised.. i realised how little allthose people i thought knew me, actually know me.. i also realised how difficult it is for me to tlak about myself. i realised it is easy to be lonely even wen u have loads of people around you...
along with these realisations, there were questions that i came up with.. actually questions came up to me.. and now, i cant get them outta my head.
* is it too much to expect someone to understand things you cant say?
*is it too bad a thing to be not able to say things u wanna say???
*is it okay to be lonely even though you have world's most wonderful friends?
*is it alright to be sad for things u have no clue about, reasons you dont know and things you cant explain?
*is it alright to not wanna meet people, people who love youand you know it?
*is it okay to worry about someone else's share of life??
*is it okay to laugh on outside wen your heart iis crying from within??
*is it okay to wanna run away from eth, shut your self in a room and never wanna come out of it?
*is it okay to still love someone you had wanted to let go off ages ago??
God, this list is endless...... as u people must have known by now, this is not a happy post. i dont know people, it just isnt..and yeah, sth is definitely bugging me, i just dont know wat is it!!! and no, it isnt a heart ache post about how i am still not over someone.... that might be a component but thats definitely not the whole thing...
just dont know..
all i can think of right now is the famous lines..
har kisi ko mukammal jahan nahi milta,
kisi ko zameen kisi ko asmaan nahi milta...
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